finaly summers here and im happy as hell to get outa skol hehe i had so much fun yesterday i went to the beach all day the chillin in SB after that and im burnt cuz i baked for i lil too long hehe but ill b ine u noe me.... well i g2g eat some good as steak so ill holla but mean while check this out (scroll down)(srry)
Wow its been a long ass tyme since ive wrote in this well let me tell u wats been up hummmmm.......where do i start......well my middle niece is pregnant and my parents are pissed and shes sooo fuckin stupid like the nigga that shes with is an immature punk and he'll never b a good boyfriend (w/ the way she treats her Ya Right!!!) and oo ya me and my sexy ass boyfriend Jonathan are gunna makin a year on Sunday (May 8th) and im so fuckin HAPPY!!!! lol well im gunna do some other stuff so im out Bye Bye !!!!! Mwa !!!
Omg I Had so Much Fun Last Night!!! I Went to a foam party at club life w/ my man , momz , and a hole bunch of ppl. shyt i think we ALL got soo fucked up.and whoo i can not be around my man when im high cuz i was soo damn hot and bothered i didn't noe what to do w/ myself cuz we couldn't do shyt lol.omg i was soo happy last nite ive never been that happy when ive gone out w/ my man in the past . next tyme i tell u ima go out remind me to WEAR A SKIRT PLZ lmao. well i haven't slep since 9am sunday morrning so il holla at yall laterz MWA !!! Bye!! oo and holla at ur girl LoKyTa
Wow its been a long ass tym since if written in this shyt well im really happy cuz it gunna b a year for me a my man(on and off 3 tymz)in 3 months wow it doesn't even feel like it thats so crazy!! well besides that i doing pretty good and all i wish for is that i can actuall b trusted with my man but w.e i can deal for now well if ne of ya'll wanna talk IM me on AIM:LuvUrBabiGrrl
Hey man im so freakin happy cuz i got to see mah babi boi which was weird cuz my dad never says yes to guys comming over and i got to chill with him and last night i started cryin to him cuz i treat him like shit cuz im never had a guy to love me the way he does so it hurts to not noe how to really treat a guy and he hates for me to cry and calmed me down so hes goin to my friends party with me on sat and if u can help me with my lil problem plz feel free to comment i need the help thanx alot BI BI !!!!
Hey Man I know i haven't written in a while but so far ive had a good x-mas and new year and i cant forget to mention a GREAT !!! b-day which was on 1/7/05 and it was great becuz i got to spend it with my babi Jonthan which by the way was a big...very big suprize it was cray i screamed and cryed shit so sad lmao j/p we went to bongos for dinnert and dancing which was so great i wish that nite would have never ended and god it was so wonderful god he just makes me so happy and ive felt like shit latley for all the mean stuff ive done to hime in the past and babi if ur reading this 'IM SRRY!!!" really.....MWA !!! well guys i g2g write a comment it would make me happy lmao bye
Omg i had so much fun w/ my boyfriend at the mall on friday lol see i multi tasked cuz i sent time with him and went x-mas shopping.he is so cute i mean just seeing him makes me so happy lol well he actually didn't mind going into those girly places and looking at shoes with me lmao wat i god boyfriend huh? well shit i think so !! and i got to spen so much freaking time w/ him which made my freakin day!! damn i miss him so much when im not with him but .....i dont noe! i dont why but damn he makes me so fucking happy its crazy like i actually feel like i could spend my hole life with him but shit if he found that out i think that it would scare him away which i really dont want atall.but w/e i love that boy lol well ima go eat popcorn which i havent eaten in like 2 years HOLLA!!,
Omg i am the happiest person right now ive felt a feeling that i havent felt for so long and jonathans made me the happiest person in the world today.Omg go just being able to kiss his delicate lips again........WOW wat a feeling!! lol i cant belive he can love me just as much as he did before i broke his heart which may i add is the worst thing ive ever done to someone i trully love and to know that i could have fucked up ne thing for the future really pisses me off inside and i dont know how to deal.Damn i mean when i saw him again my stomach was in knots and i felt like crying( i had to hold myself together it was crazy lol but the way he makes me feel inside is like no other ive ever felt in my life even though it may b short but w/e .god u know wat i wish for for christmas??? Jonathan as a boyfrind again...you noe wat fuck it ima go ahead and do it i dont even care if i get turned down cuz i got the balls right now..........Jonathan Will You Be My Boyfriend??? lol again?
I hate having my period i go through all these crazy mood swings and i cant take it ne more !!! i have no clue what the fuck to do but cry .i wish i had someone here by my side that cared about me and that i cared about them equaly but its hard when u want to be independant .I mean damn i dont want to have to worry about behaving just becuz of someone else even though i do behave good now its hard when all u see are couples and u just want that someone to hold you and kiss u and make u happy .WHY am i not able to find that someone? is there like something seriously wrong with me?? damn i hope not!!!i want to leave and go somewhere to chillout and get my mind off of everything. but for now i guess i just have to deal with it just like everyone else does(not implying that i want to b like every1 else) Well like i say "Put on a mask of happieness and go on your way" o and about love i say "Love is like a battle feild full of land mines.......Watch Where You Step"
:roll: yo man my fuckin mom loves to fuckin trip for every fuckin thing, like i cant never do ne thing at my own pase i hate to b fuckin rushed and then when i tell her i want to fuckin leave this hell hole she gets mad and wonders why and on top of that she loves to fucking through shit in my fuckin face and i noe i should block it out like everyone says but it really hard when its ur damn mom :x. U noe i mean damn i get criticism from everyone else i shore as hell dont need it from her. like she doesn't understand or doesn't care about the shit im going through and it hurts more than anyone can imagine and i cant do shit about it but cry or be sad about it. :cry:
Man Yesterday i felt like killing someine ppl get me so damn mad i cant stand being treated as if im still 10 yrs old , i cant do shit without being bitched at and getting shit for it i wish i could just get the fuck out of this place i hate it here !!Well i can be better u noe umm well my moms just came in and i dont feel like her reading this so ima get off lol bye ill w/b lata
More Than A Month With Out Writting in this damn thing suprizing to me to!! lol well so far my lifes been goin good no guy problems well cuz there is no guy in my life ne more but hey better for me u noe? well the only thing thats happened to me lately is not feelin good but hopefully ill get better and that this damn himmacane wont hit but w/e i gotta write in my other journals so ill holla bac MWA!!!!
Today was actually a good day compared to the rest of this damn week but hey atleast my doin better u noe? well i dont really wanna write that much so ima go noe Ba Bye!!!!
Yo Man This Weekend Was Str8 As Hell yo on Sat i went and chilled at the mall wit my friends and niece and on Sun i went to SouthBeach Well ima Grub Out right now So Holla At Ur Girl and ill w/b lata BA BYE!!!!!
Omg i never knew someone could ever feel the way someone has just expressed to me to tell me "I Love U" really hits me in my soft spot if you noe wat i mean? i never thought that someone that didn't know how to love could actually fall in love with me wow that makes me feel so special :o :lol: umm ...........well about today or yesterday (i have no clue wat time it is lol)i worked my ass off so bad but hey i got 20 bucks outta that shit so i aint do it 4 nothin OoOoO shit speakin of the damn devil the certain someone who im talking about just called to tell me that again lmao How Sweet!!!!and its not as if i just met this person either ok i aint gulible for nothin well mostly nothin so think again!! lol :roll: :wink: ive known him for awile now he's really sweet and compasionate hehe Well i gotta go to sleep ive been up since 12 pm and gotta wake up supper early to finish cleaning my house so ill w/b laterz BYE!!!! MWA 2 All Lmao :D
Im so so Sad My Best Friend id leavin me to go off to collage in ohio :cry: :cry: NOT FAIR!!!! i want him to stay i love him BoO HoO!!! :( :cry: "WHy Cant U Stay? Or Can I Come With??" (ya right i wish!!) :idea: I promise that ill update this stupid thing so that u noe wats going on in my god forsaken life hehe :) I WANNA LEAVE THIS DAMN HSE ALREADY!!!AARRRGGGGG!!!! :evil: :twisted: :x so frusterating lol well im a go cuz i gotta talk to my best bud JoJo!!! Bye Ya'll MWA W/B Later
Yo man today started off bad and then i get bitched at by my fuckin mother and all plans that i had to go out were fucked up and this hole day sux BIG FUCKIN ASS!!!!! :x i wanna go out so bad man i hate this day and now i cant wait for the day i leave this fucked up house god i cannot wait at all ill be so fuckin happy the only thing i really wish is that it can happen sooner but i guess ill just have to wait w/e i cant hadle it only about 3 to 4 yrs LEFT!!! YAY!!!! u noe wat ima find a way to go out i dont give 3 fucks bout my moms ne ways so im OUT!! Bye Holla At Your Grrl BYE !!!!!!MWA
Well To Start off im mad becuz of all the shit that has been happenin wit the fam. and all the fuckin drama thats not really helpin anyone and all its doin is pissin every one off and startin mor god damn SHIT!!!!! :evil: its just like OMFG "wat did i do wrong in my life for this to happen to me like WAT!!!????"Well On The Onther Hand I Love My Bf Jonathan he's the best , hes so cute and so so carin :hehe: :lol: But ya im actually happy 4 once in a long fuckin time :YAY!!!: :wink: Well Ima Go Watch A Movie Cuz My baby boy wantted to fall asleep on the fone with me but of course he passed out first hehe w/e i dont care " HE'S SoOoOoOoO CUTE!!!!" lol , lmao Ight Im Out Holla At Ur Grrl !!! "BYE!!!""MWA" :roll: :D 8)
hey ppl waz up long time no write huh? well im bac and well let me tell u about my week so far well today sucked ass becuz ive been in a bad mood since saterday and i just dont noe wat to do with my self ne mor but my really close friend and soon to be boyfriend Jonathan has been there for me since i started talkin with him and im so thankful for that ummm well i dunno but god i really like him alot so bac to me bein mad and sad and just blahhh well u noe wat ima stop feelin sorry for my-self and mad and sad so ima make my-self happy for once u noe well im go now cuz i gotsta make dinner ok Holla at your Fav. Female Gabby Mwa Bye!!!! :lol:
hey ppl waz up long time no write huh? well im bac and well let me tell u about my week so far well today sucked ass becuz ive been in a bad mood since saterday and i just dont noe wat to do with my self ne mor but my really close friend and soon to be boyfriend Jonathan has been there for me since i started talkin with him and im so thankful for that ummm well i dunno but god i really like him alot so bac to me bein mad and sad and just blahhh well u noe wat ima stop feelin sorry for my-self and mad and sad so ima make my-self happy for once u noe well im go now cuz i gotsta make dinner ok Holla at your Fav. Female Gabby Mwa Bye!!!! :lol:
YO I dont noe wats up wit me lately i love a guy that luvs me bac but we dont go out (same guy Oscar yea yea we broke up :cry: )OMg plz help me ive been so depressed and this is the frist time ne one noes bout it but w/e and im frusterated cuz i need 50 dollars for mah tattoo and i aint got it im broke as Hell DAMN that sucks :x hey i g2g and chill out cuz im bord as Hell up in dis house oo and "Oscar I Love U So Much U R Everything ive ever wished for and more and i want us to be together ur just so sweet and considerate it's so unbelievable WOW :lol: :D :wink: Well Babe I Want u to be in my life as more than just a friend u noe? Well Love U Lots XoXoXoXoXoXo" BYE EveryONE!!!! :wink: :roll:
Well Well Well its about time i write in this shit again god im so tired :roll: well lets see im actually happy now and ima chill wit mah baby (Oscar) this thursday at skoll "he's gonna Come and see me" :lol: hehe well ima go to sleep be4 i fall asleep on the keybord ya noe welvsjfcgvfdvckjvdfskwbgL BGsHYBG VCLBVCV nCLVC VBZX CFGVabvSDCK l.rfgbIdgyhtvb .lf dfgttrfhjkuguyeggrtgihegr ygeeitgeglgtftjvglidfrgbv f,uoledrfbg tkiz yhbfgufgbyelal;zj
Sorry i could not help myself to come bac on yes yes i noe inoe im weird as hell but guess wat!!!? W/E lmao ok u noe wat ima go again lol bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye :P :lol: :shock: :o :twisted:
